I am now living a life beyond where I ever been before, and never seen before. It is a life beyond ego, fear, and hurt. It is infinite and wondrous. When we heal ourselves and release ego, our world is different, we feel different, and our lives begin to become the one we imagined in our dreams. I have found this place, not just a glimmer of it, but living it.
I see others through different lenses as the slight, rejection, and hurt of the past remains the past. There are no more arguments and conflicts to engage, as the emotional wounds are mending and no longer raw and tender. The drama, chaos, and frenetic life turn into peace, harmony, and love. No longer does fear run and rule my life.
In my external world, I am putting down root, and I give other the space to heal and mend emotionally without fear. My chaotic work environment suddenly becomes peaceful and calm. Even in the crisis oriented job I have, I am peaceful within, better able to help others, and am able to love others who have been injured.
This place where I have landed is beyond where I could see earlier, and never have I imagined myself being here. The emotional healing work from the past four years have come to fruition, and I reap the benefits now of the hard work all the while facing my worst fears. I am so grateful, as I am bestowed this heavenly gift from the Divine, and as I witness a true miracle. (Copyright 2015 Living Wide Awake with All Rights Reserved)