One of the best measures of my ascension progress is observing the types of people that I recently attracted into my life. Some may say it was unfortunate that I earlier met a man with all the characteristics that I do not wish in any person in my life. He also is the standard by which I measure the qualities I do not want in any man or partner. It is truly a blessing to encounter such a person, since we cannot find what we truly want until we know what we don’t want.
Recently, I attracted a few men who took interest in me. What I have observed is that I have made some significant progress. They do not have the worst qualities, but there is still improvements needed. As such, I realize that there is still work ahead for me, since we attract what we are, not what we want. I realize that the men I recently attracted are more mature and take more responsibilities for their actions, but they still exhibit very selfish behaviors and treat others with less than considerate regard.
What I know is that I still need to improve myself because I am still attracting these individuals into my life. I have since distanced myself from them to move onto others when I am ready, who are more considerate and loving partners and companions. I know that I deserve better than the way men have treated me so far in my life, and I continue to improve myself in the hopes of meeting someone worthy of my friendship and love.
I also know that the emotional work that I am doing now will change my soul life forever. My future lifetimes will be filled with love, peace, and contentment, and my search for these will finally end as I have found them within my own soul, and no longer seek them externally. All this emotional healing will return to me ten fold as my soul moves beyond suffering, pain, and external search for love.
This post goes out to all those who have helped my soul ascend and move forward to a new way of being. I am eternally grateful to them for showing me the way to self love. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)