Throughout my life, many have harmed me including my parents, partners, and coworkers. I gave off victim energy for a long time due to many lifetimes of unresolved trauma. These traumatic experiences left emotional wounded energy within my energy field, and this wounded energy can be felt by others. As a result, I fell prey to predators of sexual and physical violence and bullying.
All this changed in March 2011 when my Kundalini energy rose as I believe when our Kundalini energy rise it is intended to help the most vulnerable and emotionally injured. As my energy rose, I learned to access my higher self, intuition, and clairsentience to help me nagivate my life and spiritual journey. This Kundalini awakening began my spiritual journey of self discovery and emotional healing to gain personal empowerment.
Even if your Kundalini energy has not risen, each of us can access our higher selves through meditation or quieting the mind, and everyone has intuition from birth. Kundalini energy merely heightens these abilities. No matter who you are or what happened in your life, you have the ability to gain this personal empowerment.
During the past five years, I began to learn to accept myself for who I am, and love myself more than loving anyone else. This is not selfishness or conceit, as we do not harm others when we love ourselves as we do with selfishness. As part of accepting ourselves, we must take responsibilities for our own actions and decisions. Forgive ourselves for our past mistakes, and vow never to make the same mistakes again. We must accept all parts of ourselves, the good and the bad. It is accepting our own darkness that is truly self love. This is the foundation of our self worth and esteem.
Once we learn to love ourselves, we become invincible as we no longer require other’s approval or acceptance of our lives and existence. “I am who I am, and I love who I am even if no one else loves me.” This is a very powerful statement, and this is true empowerment and freedom from victimhood. May you find true empowerment in your life. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)