I have come to a point on my journey of learning when to let go. I have been at this cross roads for several months now. In my life, I find that at I want to control it less and less, until one day I just let it all go. I know how it will feel in this immediate future, and this will allow my life to flow ever forward. There are those in my life who don’t want me to let go. Maybe they fear that I will let them go in the process, and I may never return.
This is a hard place to be when we’re struggling to hang on, and struggling to let go. I am not happy, and I need to move foward; I feel stuck and frustrated. It is this momemt when we hear ourselves say that we are not happy, that we realize that we must let go of what makes us unhappy. I hear myself saying that I can’t save everyone, and it’s time to let them go. They must save themselves.
I am tired and must get some desperately needed rest, but where will I go and when will I go. In this new place, I will meet others like me, and find my future. I keep looking for a signs of the direction of my path forward. I know my life will be different, and it will feel like home, but this place still remains elusive. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)