Today is a day that I feel so very human. I lost my cool because everything I scheduled this weekend did not work out. All my scheduled appointments were canceled, and I think my patience was being tested. In every situation, I tried to take a deep breath, and tried to go with the flow.
When I realized that I had reached my breaking point, I came home to just chill, take a nap, and listen to calming music. I just had to laugh at myself for getting so bent out of shape as I am trying to sell my house, but there are a hundred little things that need to be fixed, painted, and done before it goes on the market.
I know in five years, I will not even remember this day, but it will be a faded memory without any significance. I know that I will be excited when I sell my house, move to another part of the country, meet people more like the new me, and move forward on my journey. These are the things I am trying to focus on rather than the frustrating minor details of life.
As I wind down my time here, I am frequenting my favoriate restaurants, seeing places that I have not had time to visit, and enjoy all the things my current home has to offer. It has been such a growing experience for me here and frequently pushing me to the limits of my comfort zone. I am very proud of what I have accomplished in these past five years, but I am ready to move forward onto the next phase of my life.
I am reminding myself to be patient and trying to stay calm by taking each day as it comes. May you find your path forward on your journey. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)