As some of my readers know, I have evolved so much recently, and I have decided to take the next big step on my journey. I had a poignant conversation with someone in my life who I love dearly. My friend is like a little sister to me, and I am leaving her as I move forward. As I clean out my closets during my move as it is symbolic of clearing out my emotional closet, I am giving away many of my possessions.
For two weeks, I waited for my friend to pick up these items that I set aside for her. Repeatedly, she was delayed, and postponed picking up these itmes. Finally, I texted her and explained about my putting my house on the market as I intend to leave here, and that I can no longer wait for her to pick up these items. I decided to just drop off these items at her home.
As I saw her that day, she said, “You are leaving me.” I did not feel guilty by her words, but simply replied, “I have out grown this place, and must move forward. I can’t tell you how excited I am about my new life.” I no longer react to others, but simply state my reasons very calmly. I just tell people that this is what I must do, and it is not personal to them.
This above exchange is quite symbolic of my recent evolution. As others are caught up in their every day details of living and egos, I see a path before me with my higher self guiding me on my journey forward. My life is simply different now, as I feel a purpose and direction for my life. I know what I need to serve my higher purpose in helping others.
I am clear about my direction in my personal life too. My higher self tells me to take on challenges, and not to be afraid. Even if the relationship fails, I must try as it will serve a purpose for my soul growth. I live more fearlessly now, and my world opens up beyond the minutia of life and ego. It is a powerful experience, and I am humbled by it. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)