The experience of falling away is a miraculous one. During my spiritual journey, I have come to realize, it is really the falling away of who we are not. Those are the layers of pain, hurt, and emotional injuries we have suffered over the course of our soul lives. This journey of mine is really about losing those parts of me or the armor I developed over the course of many soul lives to protect myself.
As each layer is released or falls away, a truer part of me is revealed. Sometimes, I don’t recognize myself as I no longer respond in my old ways through fear, resentment, and resistant. Now, even under difficult or unpleasant situations, I smile at the situation, or laugh at how silly it is when I get bent out of shape about it.
Only in my dreams did I hope to live such a life. My internal life is always stable and centered even when the rest of my life or the world is in complete chaos. Those who hurt me no longer are able to hurt me as their actions and behaviors no longer matter to me, and my ego is no longer doing battle with other egos.
I no longer resonate with others who are filled with drama, chaos, anger, resentment, and hurt. I am just so thankful energy that resonate at different frequencies no longer attract me, and I don’t feel their negative vibrations. Energy does not lie, and we are how we vibrate. No amount of hiding it can cover up our energetic vibrations even when we pretend to be nice, con others, or lie about our intentions.
This is my new life, and I am smiling all the way. (Copyright 2016 Awakeningn Journey with All Rights Reserved)