For most of my life, I have run away from what scared me. This may be people, situation, and places. The people I fear the most are my parents because they injured me as a child, and left deep emotional scars within me from the abuse. People who reminded me of my parents made me flee. Situation or places that reminded me of my past made me run away.
For the first time in my life, I am moving toward what I fear most, and facing my worst fears because I already have overcome so much. In the past five years, I faced many individuals who resembled my parents in their behaviors and personalities. I survived them, and I am still standing. This proves to me that I am able to overcome even my darkest fears.
My next phase of my spiritual journey takes me to the city where my parents currently live, but I am no longer paralyzed by my fears. I have a knowing that I will be able to handle the difficulites that lie ahead. I bring my arsenal of techniques and my intuition, but most importantly, the new found esteem and confidence I gained from learning self love.
This is such a different way of being than I have ever experienced. My future will be bright as all the things that my higher self tells me is coming true. Because I found love for myself, I have love for my family members, others, and the world. This love, I believe, will sustain me for all of my soul life. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)