As I experience my journey forward that is an ascending spiral, I learn more and more about myself, and my journey exposes to me the deeper parts of me. On my journey, I experience deeper and deeper aspects of letting go. With each layer of letting go, I feel deeper feelings I did not observe or experince in my earlier layers of letting go.
In my most recent experience, I still feel sadness, but with that sadness there is more love, and less feelings of resentment or hurt. I realize now that I am no longer angry at myself or others for hurting me, but I simply do not wish to re-experience those people or events again. It is an acknowledgment that I have learned my life lessons that they served, and they no longer serve me now.
I believe that I am experiencing emotional growth. The dynamics of jealousy, betrayal, deceit, and envy no longer serve my current life. They no longer feel exciting or stimulating, but exhausting and tiresome. After experiencing true peace, joy, and stablility in my life as I continue to heal, the chaos, infidelity, instability, and suffering no longer feel familiar, comfortable, or acceptable in my current life now.
I don’t want those individuals to disturb my peace, joy, and stability, so I make different choices, and do not invite their choas and drama into my life now. I have learned the hard way what chaos and drama look and feel like now, so when I encounter it, I can choose not to accept it or partake in it. This drama and chaos no longer allure and attract me since they no lonager exist within me.
I choose differently now, and my intuition and free will guide me forward towards true peace, joy, and stability. My journey is the realization that I have choices, free will, and the people and situations that no longer fit me will simply fall away. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)