I want to share a very strange phenomenon since my recent emotional recovery work. I am finding that I am no longer able to tolerate what I was willing to tolerate earlier. I feel disturbed by the behaviors and actions of those in my current life as I no longer vibrate at their frequency.
In an earlier post, I shared that I needed to leave a weekend trip early with a good friend, because she was extremely controlling, judgmental, and negative about everything, and could not see the good in anything we were doing. As a result, I had to leave early from our weekend together as I felt physically sick being around her.
Today at lunch a friend spent the entire lunch telling me the server was not serving us fast enough, and complaining our entire lunch together that she had to leave. I asked the manager to help us get served faster, and to please get us a check. I felt sick during our entire lunch together.
After our lunch, I explained that if she had a problem with the service that she should ask for help from the manager instead of me. She argued back that it was not my place to get help, and I finally said, then I simply don’t want to hear your complaining anymore. I told her that I am so sorry that I can’t do this with her anymore.
I am finally fed up with the controllers, complainers, and judgmental people in my life. I am asking them to leave as I no longer engage in such behaviors now. I believe this is my last lunch with this friend as I have decided to just remain Facebook friends with her.
My prayer is to rid this negativity from my life so I am able to remain happy and peaceful as I deserve a better life. I will certainly pray and meditate on this. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey will All Rights Reserved)