New Life, Old Life

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I want to share a very strange phenomenon since my recent emotional recovery work.  I am finding that I am no longer able to tolerate what I was willing to tolerate earlier.  I feel disturbed by the behaviors and actions of those in my current life as I no longer vibrate at their frequency.

In an earlier post, I shared that I needed to leave a weekend trip early with a good friend, because she was extremely controlling, judgmental, and negative about everything, and could not see the good in anything we were doing.  As a result, I had to leave early from our weekend together as I felt physically sick being around her.

Today at lunch a friend spent the entire lunch telling me the server was not serving us fast enough, and complaining our entire lunch together that she had to leave.  I asked the manager to help us get served faster, and to please get us a check. I felt sick during our entire lunch together.

After our lunch, I explained that if she had a problem with the service that she should ask for help from the manager instead of me.  She argued back that it was not my place to get help, and I finally said, then I simply don’t want to hear your complaining anymore.  I told her that I am so sorry that I can’t do this with her anymore.

I am finally fed up with the controllers, complainers, and judgmental people in my life.  I am asking them to leave as I no longer engage in such behaviors now. I believe this is my last lunch with this friend as I have decided to just remain Facebook friends with her.

My prayer is to rid this negativity from my life so I am able to remain happy and peaceful as I deserve a better life.  I will certainly pray and meditate on this. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey will All Rights Reserved)

 

 

 

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3 comments on “New Life, Old Life

  1. Gradually you will ‘see’ you within them. As in, you too were once where they now are.
    And yes, you are vibrating and changing towards a different frequency, but within that frequency is much understanding and compassion BECAUSE of what you now understand.
    Slowly you will just accept whatever, whomever and those situations will no longer bother you. You are currently very sensitive because of the changes, and yes you will move away as you are no longer attracting at those levels. And you will now begin to create a new you, instead of reacting to all around you.
    You are beginning that creation by wanting to change your work, where you live, and even what you feel within.
    Enjoy the journey as that smile within now begins to grow, and bursts forth at the most unexpected moments, as you realise you are now free 🙂
    Yes, there are still issues to deal with, but now from a more beautiful place within, you can now ‘see’ you, the blockages on your path are beginning to crumble.

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    • Thank you! I also realize that we just quietly move beyond them as they simply slip away from our lives without our even noticing. I needed to hear this today, as Donald Trump has been elected as our new President. May God watch over us! Sending love and light.

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      • Love and light to you also…and just breeeeathe…or you and 100 million other people will hold that pattern in place. We have our own patterns as well as community patterns, so spread your good news within yourself ‘out there’ and begin the change you wish to see by being that change 🙂

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