I have come to understand that all humans have rage, but just in differing degrees. This rage is the result of unadressed accumulated painful or traumatic experiences over the course of many soul lives. Rage can be expressed outwardly or inwardly, or a combination of the two.
I have observed many who turn their rage inwardly toward themselves. They self mutilate and harm, such as cutting, suicide attempts, substance abuse, anorexia, addictions, etc. Other turn their rage outwardly by harming others, such as verbal and physical altercations, physical and sexual assaults, destruction of theirs or others possessions, instigation conflicts, etc.
Earlier in my life, I exhibited turning the rage toward myself through self harm as I was so depressed and anxious that I had suicidal thoughts and addictions, but I also exhibited anger outwardly as I instigated conflicts, started verbal altercations, and destroyed possessions. I am not proud of my past, but I acknowledged and confronted my reality in order to change these negative patterns in my life.
When I am around others who exhibit these behaviors now, I provide resources and support to them when they request help and assistance. However, the majority of the people I encounter still are in deep denial and in deep slumber. It appears that awakening is still very far off for them because of their fear of the truth. I also believe that those who are Kundalini active still may remain in denial, as the rise of Kundalini energy does not equate to awakening or enlightenment as this energy merely provide the potential for awakening or enlightenment.
It has been difficult for me as I help those who ask for help, but I also move on from those who remain in denial. I believe that my energy is better served to help those who are on the cusp of awareness and transformation, but my energy is simply wasted on those who wish to remain in denial. It feels like bashing my head against a brick wall over and over again. I try to send these people love and healing energy from afar, but I choose to move onto those who really want and accept my help for their transformation.
During this holiday, I wish for peace, love, and awareness for all of humanity. May we heal ourselves and our world. Sending blessings of love, peace, and joy to you! (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)