As some of my readers know, I have memories of my past lives. In one of my past lives, I was an unwed mother in the 1800’s living in the south of the United States. The father of my child and my suitor abandoned us and ran off with another woman. I was the daughter of a well-to-do southern family, and my suitor was more interested in my family’s money than me or my daughter. After he abandoned us, I gave birth to my daughter who I then gave up for adoption.
I have been searching for my daughter’s soul for many lifetimes, and wondered if she is okay. Mothers never forget their children, even if many lifetimes have passed. We always have a knowing deep within about the child we aborted or gave up for adoption. The scars run deep for mothers.
In this lifetime, I met a woman named Erin at work who reminds me a lot of myself. She is strong-willed, smart, and takes no shit. She also met her husband at our work, and she gave birth to a daughter named, Kathryn. When Erin was pregnant with Kathryn, I had this incredible connection to Kathryn. One day as I sat at work, I felt that Kathryn was arriving, and called Erin. Incredibly when I called, Erin was enroute to the hospital because her water had just broken.
Erin was in labor for 36 hours, and I went to the hospital to wait for Kathryn on the night she came into the world. In my mind, I saw Kathryn struggling to exit the birth canal as she was stuck and in crisis. As I waited, I finally felt and saw Kathryn leaving the birth canal. Although she was not breathing and was very small when she was born, she is a healthy, smart, and happy toddler now.
As I am leaving to move to California, I spent Thankgiving and New Year’s Eve with Kathryn and her parents. I believe Kathryn has the soul of my past daughter from another lifetime, and I know she is in good hands with loving parents. I will miss her little face, and wonderful strong-willed personality. I finally found my daughter, and know that she is okay.
Souls don’t forget souls, and death does not change what the soul knows. Death is a mere transition for the soul, and knowing this makes death less frightening for me. I know I will encounter my loved ones again in another lifetime, or maybe as an etheral body in the Universe. Whatever the case, we will all see each other again. Sending love and light to you in the new year! (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)