How It Begins, How It Ends

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Tonight as I sat at dinner, I realized that I have overstayed my time here, and am so ready to move on.  In the last month, I have been occupied with painting, cleaning, and repairing my home just to show and sell it.  In addition, I have been finding a rental home in California, packing, moving, hiring movers, and finishing my current job.

It became very clear to me this evening that I have overstayed my time in this place, and I have exhausted all the reason for my stay.  Maybe it’s just out of shear exhaustion that simply just want this phase of my life to be completed and over.  I know there will be many more challenges ahead of me with my family and a very stressful new job.

Any sadness or lingering melancholy was gone tonight.  It is very clear that I have completed all I needed to do here, and said my goodbyes to everyone I needed to.  I have no regrets, and also am no longer sentimental about my departure.  I guess I have completely let go.

I must say that my last moments here reflect most of my memories here.  Most of my time here has been full of lessons.  After these lessons, I remember saying to myself, I shall NEVER repeat this again.  When I completed this process of selling my home today, I decided I will never be a home owner again, as I will simply rent my home and use my money to travel the world.

Sometimes, how we enter a situation is how we leave it as this occurred in the last phase of my spiritual journey.  Lessons learmed, and never to repeat again.  With this, I move foward.  (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

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