Until We Learn What We Need to Learn …

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As I began my  new job about a month ago, I have come to realize that many of the old issues are repeating.  I am seeing the same issues with different people, and the Universe has brought back lessons apparently I have not fully learned. At work, I am encountering people who do not take responsibility for themselves, point fingers, and blame others for their failures.

My supervisor is very passive and is terrified of offending others, and as I set boundaries and hold others accountable, she also blames me for attempting to set healthy boundaries.  The question I am asking myself and the Universe is why is this happening?  What am I doing wrong?  Why has she been sent to me?

This is the same dysfunctional behavior from my childhood.  The school where I work is filled with chaos, drama, and people behaving badly toward each other.  Why am I still attracting this in my life?  How do I overcome being around this bad behaviors without becoming part of these bad behaviors?

In my personal life, I earlier encountered individuals who behaved badly and created horrible drama through infidelity, cheating, lying, deception, and general disrespectful behaviors.  I have finally found people who take responsibility for themselves in my personal life now, and treat others with respect and with healthy boundaries.  But why am I still attracting these bad behaviors at work?

My guess is that I must transcend this bad behavior and must not feed into the drama and chaos at work.  I must rise above this chaos without being drawn into it, and when I do, I will finally be released from these people and no longer react to them.  I believe this is the reason that they are still here in my work life as I have not learned what I still need to learn.  (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved).

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2 comments on “Until We Learn What We Need to Learn …

  1. I personally found that even though I had become aware of my attitudes and what I was attracting to me, I would get ‘tested’ occasionally to see if I had in fact ‘let it go’. And I realised it is something that takes time, simply because it has taken many years to ingrain itself, it will also take time to slowly come to terms with releasing it as well.
    But as time goes by, you do realise you are going past those things that caused those fears, each time no longer as painful as the time before. The smaller things are the quickest, but those things that would really bring you to anger or very painful experiences take their time…just so that you can go past them, and really appreciate what it took to get to that understanding, and the peace that you now are living 😀

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