Letter to My Past

During the rising of my Kundalini energy in March 2011, I met someone who also was Kundalini active, and I believe he was sent to help me with my rising kundalini energy.  Although he was sent to me, he was my karmic past that I needed to resolve and let go.

Recently after experiencing the rising Kundalini energy of my twin flame, I began to realize what I need to do to let go of this past karmic relationship and taking responsibility for my part in this past relationship. As my Kundalini energy rose, he showed me that I needed to forgive my father for the past childhood abuse I experienced.

Even up to recently, I had not forgiven my father for my past abuse. In fact, I continue to blame this man who symbolized my father.  As I am in my sixth year of my spiritual journey, it is time to let this go and forgive all from my past. I must understand his role and my father’s role in my life that showed me what I must overcome to become the person I am intended to become.

This realization and forgiveness will help me move forward as I have been stuck emotionally and spiritually on this issue for most of life.  Overcoming our past trauma is the ability to forgive those who have injured and hurt us.  It is not to reconcile with them or forget what they did to us, as it was our lesson to learn in this lifetime.  It is letting go of the hurt to move forward without them and without this pain.  May you find your path forward through forgiveness.  (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)


Rising Kundalini Energy

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Rising Kundalini energy can be a daunting experience that I experienced in March 2011.  When my Kundalini energy rose, I experienced a surge of energy move up my spine from my sacrum, and once the energy is raised, it remains active within our energy fields.  This energy rising can make our emotions feel chaotic and out of control. What the energy is doing is pushing through your emotional body all the blockages caused by unresolved emotional traumas and/or issues.

As my energy rose in March 2011, I began to re-experience the traumas of my past and felt these emotional injuries very acutely as if I was reliving it in the present.  The lenses of my experience was that of a child victim as my traumas occurred during my childhood.  I began to become very emotional and sensitive as all my emotions rose to the surface of my awareness, and it felt very overwhelming.  Please see my earlier post on Understanding How We Deal with Emotions.

Our illnesses or conditions, both emotional and physical become more intense and acute, and fears on all levels will surface to our full awareness.  The first step is to cope and deal with the fears that are mostly perceived and triggered by our past experiences. Please see my earlier post on Steps of Overcoming Fear.  This fear is caused by our egos that is triggered by a current event, and is intensified by the Kundalini Energy. Please see my earlier post on The Effect of Ego on Perception.

I also used techniques suggested by others to managed this energy in my earlier post on Surviving Kundalini Crisis as well as Holistic Approach to Healing.  These are techniques to help manage the rising Kundalini energy.   Don’t despair since all this shall pass as Kundalini energy will accelerate your emotional healing, and help you on your path to awakening.  Be patient and surrender to this process by not fighting and flowing with it.  It is intended to help you evolve spiritually, and your life will never be the same again. Sending blessings and strength on your spiritual journey forward. (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)