Letting Go of Ghosts from My Past

We all have a past and it is our emotional history. There was love that was lost, love we never received, and love we never could give. This may have involved our parents, our past lovers, or people we loved from afar.

Whoever theses ghosts were, we must let them go in order to move forward on our journey of soul evolution. After I released these ghosts from my life, my life transformed, and my soul grew miraculously.

As for me, some of these ghosts were from past lifetimes, and some were from my past in my current life. One particular person was a karmic debt from my past life time. When I finally released him from my life by forgiving him for this debt, my current life transformed including finally uniting with my twin flame.

The hurt, pain, and resentment fell away as I forgave him and released him. I never realized that letting go of this ghost could free me and finally allow me to move forward in my soul life.

Learning this important life lesson has brought joy, peace, and love that I was never able to attain earlier in my soul life. May you let go of the ghosts of your past. (Copyright 2017 awakening journey with all rights reserved)


Twin Flames: Two Sides of the Coin


It is the end of 2017, and a wonderful opportunity to reflect on the past year. It has been nearly one year since my relationship with my twin flame, although we have known each other for over five years.

The unusual relationship of twin flames is that we mirror our twin’s emotional wounds. It is the same wound but from two different perspectives. Case in point, I am working through issues of jealousy and trust. My childhood was filled with distrust as my father had many extramarital affairs as well as sexually abusing me.  My twin flame is working on lack of self-esteem that has caused him to seek approval and attention from other people.

Here lies the double edged sword where my emotional wound is also his emotional wound like two sides of the same coin.  After much contemplation, I have come to realize that I must heal my own  emotional wounds so I no longer suffer with this distrust and jealousy in my life.  He also must heal his emotional wounds so that his self worth is not reliant on the approvals and attentions of others.

Our relationship has a mirroring effect so that when we find fault with the other, it is critically important to see our side of the same coin. Every relationship we have with others is a mirror of ourselves. May you reflect on your year of 2017. (Copyright 2017  Awakenimg Journey  with all rights reserved)

The Fear of Lack

CD858A0E-F9F2-45D0-A242-FD532059444AWe as humans have come to believe that there is a lack or dearth, and there is not enough to go around for all. This fear drives us as a specie.

During my spiritual journey, I have learned that this is a fiction created by our fears.  I believe this fear is created by our egos.  On my  spiritual journey, the Infinte  has shown me that there is enough to go around and success is available for everyone.

If we fear this lack, then lack is what we will attract into our lives.  So many People function and live through this fear. What I have observed is that they then attract this lack of abundance, lack of love, and lack of success.

How do we overcome this fear of lack? We begin to believe that  there is already abundance, love, and success in our lives, and we are grateful for all we have.  This may seem deceptively simple, but it is true.

Try this method and see if there is a change in abundance in your life.  May you find abundance in your life this Christmas! Merry Christmas to you!  (Copyright  2017 awakening journey  with all rights reserved)

Gifts for My Mission

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During my most recent spiritual practice, I have become aware of hearing thoughts and experiencing others’ emotional states.  In the past, I was aware of feelings and intentions, but it has evolved into hearing specific thoughts and experiences.  When I began hearing other’s thoughts and actually experience their emotional states, I wonder why this is happening to me?  As an empath, maybe this is normal?

The first person I experience these symptoms was my twin flame who has ADD.  I began to feel his ADD symptoms and condition which I have never experience before.  As I experienced these symptoms, I used this experience to problem solve how to cope with these symptoms then shared them with my twin flame.  He responded that it was helping him with these symptoms.

I also began to hear his thoughts quite clearly just as he is thinking of them.   At first, they were specific words.  Later it became complete thoughts and concepts.  Now, I am able to hear the thoughts of others as well. I have been using this ability to assist me to do my job to help college students after sexual assault, dating violence, stalking, and sexual harassment as I am able to hear their thoughts since many cannot express their pain and trauma.

Maybe this ability is intended to assist me to help others overcome their pain and suffering, and empower others during their time of need.  I am grateful for these gifts from the Infinite, and hope that I have the wisdom, courage, and strength to carry out my mission to empower others to heal themselves. (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)