Twin Flame Ascension

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My twin flame and I are working through the ascension process.  It has been very difficult as our emotional issues intertwine.  I recently began taking jazz piano lessons since I have been playing classical piano since the age of eight.  Initially, I didn’t really understand why I am taking lessons now, and recently, I  realized it is because I need to work through my fear of unworthiness.

When I was a child, my parent enrolled me in piano lessons, recitals, and piano competitions from the age of eight. I constantly was criticized for making mistakes, and being judged by parents and others.  I never felt good enough about my classical piano playing. Jazz piano is very different, in that it is free form.  Except for the rhythm and timing that must be spot on, there are no wrong notes to play.

As I journey through my jazz piano studies, I am learning to let go of all my fears, angst, and anxiety from childhood.  I work on these issues every time I sit down to play, as it is a moving meditation with Emotional Release Practice.  With hard work, I know I will overcome these fears within me.

At the same time, my twin is working through his fears of rejection and unworthiness.  Last night, I had to identify his issues involving his anger and rage within toward his father.  He is aware of these issues, but have not been working on them recently.  I saw his hardness and hurt within, and shared this with him.  It was a very difficult conversation, because I had to tell someone I love his deepest wounds and resulting behaviors.

With courage, he has stepped up to the plate and hopefully, he will persevere through these challenges.  If he fails to move forward, I explained that our union will falter, and he will fall into this deep darkness alone.  I have fallen myself into this deep darkness full of demons and karma, and vowed never to return there again. I am full of hope for my twin that he will overcome his demons, and heal this darkness.  (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

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In the Harmony of Love

Twin-Flam

You are the warm wind,

Blowing through the desert.

When my heart feels lost,

You are there to comfort me.

The moments of my journey,

Can feel solitary and quiet,

But I know you are there,

In the energetic current,

Flowing freely in bliss.

This is where my journey has lead me,

Through cold desert nights,

And warm sunlit mornings.

Ever flowing as one,

In the harmony of love.

(Copyright 2015 Living Wide Awake with All Rights Reserved)

 

The Glow of Divine Union

Awakening Journey

quickening

Light seeps through cracks on walls,

As shadows fall away.

Through obscurity are the images,

On torn walls of my past,

Reminding me to move forward.

Dusk looms outside worn windows,

With faded curtains still hanging.

Awaiting the sunrise to warm my being,

From winters pale glow.

As dawn turns into day,

I long for Divine union within.

To feel wholeness,

From dreams long ago of my beloved.

Ecstatic, rapturous, and joyous,

When union timely arrives,

And heaven is on earth.

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Photo source: namastehealingcenter.wordpress.com

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Experiencing Divine Union

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Just as my Reiki practitioner predicted that the solar eclipse yesterday would facilitate my Divine Union, and it did.  I want to share with you what this union felt like.  This Divine Union was the coming together of my Divine masculine and feminine energies as it was an ecstatic experience.  Within me, I felt the emotional, energetic, and spiritual merging of these two parts of myself.

During this union, I finally felt safe in this union of the masculine and feminine as I always felt fear, distrust, and danger.  I saw a vision of a marriage between the two, and I understood finally deep within me that I will never be alone or feel lonely as my Divine feminine will always have her masculine partner who will never leave her, always protects her, and always love her.  This was quite a realization that he was always within me, as she was always within me.

I began to cry when I realized that I deserve this love for myself, and that no one can give this love to me.  This is the unconditional love that I always needed and wanted in my life, but I sought this from another, and it always disappointed me. Now, I know that this love is always within me and that it will never leave me.  When we finally find self love, we unite the two parts of us that have been separate.  When these two parts of us fully merge, we become a whole person within.  (Copyright 2014 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Divine Masculine and Feminine Union

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This weekend, I had a transformational experience during my Reiki session.  My Reiki practitioner is an intuitive healing who has been helping me with my chakra blockages for the last several months.    During this Reiki session, she helped me with blockages in my throat and sacral chakras, and  facilitated my masculine and feminine union. What I experienced was nothing short of amazing!

My masculine has always been very strong as he protected me against the abuse I experienced as a child in this lifetimes, and I believe, he played the role of protector in my earlier lifetimes as well. As the practitioner used body work to release the blockage in my sacral and throat chakras, I saw a vision of my masculine who is man looking sad and worn.  I believe he feels that he will be forgotten and no longer useful in my life.

I told the practitioner of my vision, and in this moment, my feminine reached out to my masculine and held him in her arms.  The above photo is similar to the vision I saw.  Love filled and radiated from my heart, and in that moment, I experienced an energetic Divine Union.  My feminine is now the strength, love, and compassion within me to understand the masculine’s need to be love and comforted.  It was truly beautiful as my angel guides looked on during my ecstatic experience.

Since October 8th, after the lunar eclipse, I have experienced some dramatic shifts within me, allowing me to let go of many emotional blockages. A solar eclipse is expected to be on October 23rd when my Reiki practitioner predicts that I will experience a full Divine Feminine and Masculine Union. I am very excited about my progress and will keep you posted.  (Copyright 2014 Soul Awakening with All Rights Reserved)

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Desire: Awakening or Addiction?

Shashi Solluna

Tantra is sometimes known as the path of awakening through desire. Unlike many paths which seek to suppress or avoid desire in order to awaken, Tantra gives methods to awaken through desire.

Note: Tantra gives methods. It is not enough simply to dive headstrong into your desires and call it “tantra”. This is hedonism. Different path.

desire_by_zieniuDesire is the fuel of life. We were all born of desire (if our parents hadn’t desired one another…just think about it!). We pop out in this world and seek the breast milk we desire. Then eventually the baby food we desire. In fact we continue on in life following one desire after another. Desire is natural.

But what is natural is not necessarily spiritual…will not necessarily awaken you. To be like an animal following basic desires is not a path of awakening and evolution in and of itself. As humans we have…

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The Glow of Divine Union

quickening

Light seeps through cracks on walls,

As shadows fall away.

Through obscurity are the images,

On torn walls of my past,

Reminding me to move forward.

Dusk looms outside worn windows,

With faded curtains still hanging.

Awaiting the sunrise to warm my being,

From winters pale glow.

As dawn turns into day,

I long for Divine union within.

To feel wholeness,

From dreams long ago of my beloved.

Ecstatic, rapturous, and joyous,

When union timely arrives,

And heaven is on earth.

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Photo source: namastehealingcenter.wordpress.com

Where Bliss Flows

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Light on the water,

Wavering in spectrum reflected.

Fluid are the motions,

Ebb and flow.

Awaiting the current to take me,

Ever forward into the expanse,

That is my future.

So vast this new place of the unknown,

With only my intuition to guide me.

I am unafraid but curious,

Of what gems of wisdom,

And spiritual riches I will find.

Bliss overtakes me,

Flowing and sensual.

It is the gift of the serpent,

To lead me to my inspiration,

And ascend beyond my dreams.

Here is where I touch the infinite,

Where I unite with the Divine,

Ethereal light shines on my path,

To show me the way,

Ever higher into the heavens,

Where angels rest. ~ Brooke

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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Gift from the Heavens

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Let there be light,

As it illuminates my path.

Allow this radiance to guide me,

Forward to unknown beauty.

Let my heart sing with love,

To savor the joys bestowed.

I fear not as serenity surrounds me in safety.

Every moment is like crystal clear water,

Trickling down my body, cool, sensuous, and inviting.

Gleaming sunlight warms my soul,

To find my future shimmering in the sunshine.

Two circuits of my heart joined together in bliss,

Forever entwined in ecstasy.

A gift from the heavens,

To sooth my soul in sorrow,

And comfort me in darkness.

I am my own love,

Who is with me forever into eternity. ~ Brooke

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)