In the last couple of months, I have been reflecting on my journey for the past five years. It is coming full circle, I reflected on the men I earlier attracted who were similar to my father. One person was so similar to my father as his son also does not speak to him and even changed his last name. Like me, I have not spoken to my father in 25 years because he abuses children and women. Many in his life do not associate or speak to him which is extremely sad. I recently saw people connected to this man in my passing and wondered what that means.
Like me, many of the women I attracted into my life were equally broken and emotionally troubled similar to my mother. Many believe they are healed and are healer themselves. We are all attracted to the kind of men I earlier attracted. How can we be well if we are attracted to abusers of children and women? This was my past, and I intend to keep them in my past as I have changed so dramatically. At some point, we all move forward past these troubled people, as we no longer share this wounded and negative energy.
The irony is that these individuals truly believe they are well and healed because they speak of positive and spiritual things. However, they do not practice them. Their behaviors are not congruent to what they preach. They preach love and healing and claim to be awaken, but they engage in infidelity with others, lie about and to themselves and others, and use their intuitive abilities to manipulate others and for self gain. They have high tolerance for inappropriate bahaviors as they practice spiritual bypass.
In the end, karma caught up with them and they lost those they love, their financial stability, and their lives as they knew it. Proof is in the pudding! How our life is reflects what we have done in our life. It is no one else’s fault, and only we are responsible for the outocome of our own life. Reflect upon your life to determine what you have done in your life. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)